Today is 7th August 2007 . I shall say i finally made the attempt to concentrate on supplementary lessons . Had Economics extra tutorials today and surprisingly, i paid attention, though complicated a bit, but sounds interesting and perhaps not as tough as i think it was . Haha . Then wentta sign up for the personal development courses that i was interested in .

1 ) Personal Skin Care by Shiseido
2 ) Personal Make-up by Shiseido
3 ) Deportment and Poise
4 ) Ride a Horse

Went to Student Alumni and Admin ( SAA ) building to hand in the forms and to realise i was too late . Ride a horse course is full . =( . But the lady was nice, she called me after i went home and told me there was a space vacant and i have to reply her as soon as possible because there're lotsa people waiting to be filled in too . How nice right . Because she called me despite the fact that there are people who waited longer than me and not called first . =P . So i got in instead . Wish me luck, because i got three outta four courses that i signed up alone . I go by interest not by friends, sad to hear that ? Don't worry, because i know when and who to treat friends good .

Went home alone today, the rest of the group stayed in school for PACC practising . On my way back, i thought quite a bit . Why am i so into him ? Why do i feel so weird about myself ? Why do i wanna be with him when i always thought single is always better ? Why would i wanna sacrifice my time to him and not myself or perhaps other better stuffs ? And why am i like this ? I thought of so many negatives when being in a relationship . I don't know what to do when a fight occurs, i don't know what to do when i can't help out in the situation, i don't know what to say when we're together because my mind is always blank, i don't know so much things because i have to idea what to do, no experience . Sigh . So i thought, before i mess things even more complicated, i shall not comment nor do anything .

So, people, just wish me luck . Cheers ! ~